i know that i should not fall in love with someone that i shouldn't l0ve. thought it takes 2 hands to clap, sometimes, i felt that maybe i'm really just one sided loved. I need lots of reassurance but he can't give all these.
The situation now is weird, i dunno what he is thinking, and perharps, he also dunno what i want from him too ? and we are drifting apart. I longed to just have a private conversation with him, but he seems rather busy. hais.
only when i learn how to love greatly, then i'll understand what is great love .
From the start i already know the facts, but i just sink too deep to even climb up. It's not easy at times for me when i really need a shoulder to lean on.
I felt that sometimes, he should stand in my shoe and think of how i would feel. what are my feelings. It's hard you know ? this time, it's worst dan bond's incident. i swear .
No one has ever treated me in this way, i felt so lost, maybe i've never lost before. now it really hits me hard.
Everyone is asking me to let go, but why i just can't do it ?
i thought i could make it throught, but i failed. i failed! i'm just too weak ba ?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
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